Panel 79 It was about 11:30 when we got down to Kathy's. There was a bunch of senior (last year's) boys there. Finally everybody left except me and Kathy and Jane. We just sat on the porch and talked. I love talking to them like that. All the bars down, perfectly candid. It was neat. I felt a very sharp pang of regret when they finally insisted on going in.

I walked home and snuck in allright but with the burden of guilt bearing me down. I'm going to have to change that habit.